as it said on the other page, i my name is ameila, i'm 13 (almost fourteen !) years old, and i love neil cicierega and his work a a llot! i really do think that his work is some of, no the best stuff on eartjh! i have a tumblr caleed eyewishesbystanding where i post neil facts! also i fend of haters that harrass mme and insist that other bands are better, they arebt. and its annoying. if any of them is readig this right now, go fuck yourself, or maybe go listen to some leemon demon and leave me the fuck alone i promise you'll feel better. < 3 i promise that it wouldnt hurt you to stop bothering me .

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i've been getting in trouble for talking about neil "too much" recently. and i've had my things taken away, my parents get in small arguments with eachother and me sometimes because of it. usually the arguments with me are louder. but i'm getting sick of it, i'm thinking of running away. what if i went to massachusetts.? neil lives there, maybe if i found him he would taek me in..................... i think that would be better thwn the situatin im in now :( i think neil is my only hope right now i think that it would only make sense for me to find him. my friends think my "obsession""" with neil is unhealthy and wrong,and creepy and WHTAEVER. ist fucking stupid, theyre stupid. just because i talk about him and his work more than anything else anymore and i dont think about anuthuing else ever doesnt mean i'm creepy, i'm not stalking him or anything, i dont knwo where he lives. i wouldnt mind. knowijhg though.